Today was a long day. It was also one of the biggest days of my life. The first insemination day. In how many? I'm not sure. I know we'll do another one tomorrow since the midwife/naturopath always does two inseminations per cycle, but this month, may be the only one we need. I'm not counting on it though. It's like everything else in life (and especially pregnancy and birth) the "wait and see", the patience for an outcome...So we wait.
There were so many feelings and emotions today. All this talk, all this planning, and waiting and wondering and then before I knew it my legs were up in the air, hips tilted, laying on the exam table, looking over at Lisa with a huge silly grin on my face as Brooks' sperm were (hopefully) swimming up to find my egg. Crazy. Awesome. Our idea was happening. This little being could be finding a little short term home inside of me. Okay! Now we wait some more.
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